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(Saturday, December 24, 2005-)
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The vicious cycle
Girl 1 has a boyfriend (Guy 1) -> Guy 2 likes Girl 1 -> Girl 1 has problems in relationship -> Guy 2 talks to Girl 1 alot and they find themselves attracted to one another -> Girl 1 breaks up with Guy 1 -> Girl 1 goes out with Guy 2 -> Girl 1 and
Guy 2 get together -> Eventually they break up......................
Girl 2 has a boyfriend (Guy 3) -> Guy 2 likes Girl 2 -> do I really have to repeat myself?
Wasted myself last night because I was right about stuff. I just knew it would happen and I even knew who it would concern. Yet I told myself it was anothing but a self fulfilling prophecy. But then it wasn't. Last night told me that instincts don't lie all the time.
I wouldn't even ask why her because I can't think of another her you would consider. I cant dislike her. And that frustrates me. I can dislike you, but im just not doing that. Pretty, glossy and happy. Your new found excitement coupled with sadness for only half her heart can be taken by you for now.
Enter that world and the cycle is bound to repeat.
Christmas
The bright lights and shiny presents under the tree. A day supposedly to commemorate the birth of Christ. But now made glamorous. Underneath all that, a bunch of money making industries scheming to pollute our minds with their endless propaganda. We spend and delight ourselves in the luxuries that come only a few times a year. Deep inside our inner self demands to know why we are being tricked into this whole business. All smiles, all laughs. How about the pain, the hurt and the poor. Who's to be there for them? Poor in the pocket but rich in the heart.
Tonight I'm gonna be celebrating in my relatives house. lol. its been a long time.
you got me hiding under my bed
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I'm usually happy to help you.
But im much too emotional
so I can get pissy and upset
basically moodswings are my thing
tho i'm doing my bit
and trying to save the universe
by stopping my bad behaviour
you dont have to understand me if you don't want to
I don't ask for that
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